blackpolkadots’s Weblog

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.

 Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up.”

when most of my friends are left with one paper, I’M LEFT WITH TWO!

tell me, which are the other dumbdumb kids who take biophysics apart from the few of us. BIGBIGSIGH

anyway, exam period does not really feel like exam period when it is still packed with shopping and playing and computer time. Haha. sigh, which means that, I haven’t been studying hard too. You know, I really wanted to throw my notes away, but after econs paper, I decided. I should just keep till I get back my results next year. Or maybe for xuan.

On the happier note. After bio paper 3, I went out with dady mumy and xuan to vivo and we bought a dress each! Not dady though. He sat patiently outside the shop. haha. Then went for nice nice dinner and went home. Yesterday, I went to make my contacts and have to go down the the optician later so that she can teach me how to wear. And I only bought dailies cause I highly doubt I’m going to wear it often after prom.

ANDANDAND, THE HOSPITAL STILL HAVEN’T REPLIED TO MY APPLICATION!): They don’t want me?)):

Isetan called me yesterday to tell me that I’m selected for the job but some of my friends are on the waiting list. So if you’re selected, TELL ME OK!(:

This few days have been spent lying around. On the bed and on the sofa and not willing to do any studying or housework. Just eat, play com, read, sleep, eat, play com, read, sleep and on and on and waste my life away.

Someone has to remind me that my exams are not over! Especially when I have TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO!

And, XUAN HAS STARTED WORK. So I have no one to talk to now):

Anyway, I’m hungryyyyy! BUBBAI!

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

‘Cause they’d fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You’d think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems

‘Cause I’d get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A fox trot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
‘Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I’m far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I’m weird ’cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I’ll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
‘Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~! I’ve finally graduated, butbutbut, I really miss TPJC ALOT ALOT. SIGHHHHHHH. Today’s graduation sounded more like a last meeting and this makes me feel that prom would be worse. Today was quite tearful already, I can’t really imagine prom.

Sigh. 3 weeks sound scary and yet, I don’t feel the push yet. WHYWHYWHY. I mustmustmustmust study.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Veryveryvery confused of what I want now.

And my dearest Rachael, ILOVEYOU NO MATTER WHAT! If you’re in coma, I’ll resuscitate you!(:

sighhhhh. I’m feeling whiny.

I LOVE ALL MY CLASSMATES AND JUNIORS AND FRIENDS AND CO MEMBERS AND EVERY ONE I’VE CROSSED PATH WITH. Let happy memories remain!(:

I LOVE YOU VERA AND JAM TOO (you two come in a package!)! Esp Vera for standing by me whenever I was unhappy. Love you!(:

Perhaps the last post till As. Till then, MUG HARD!(: